CONFESSIONS OF A BROKEN HEART*

Heyy Everyone! Wow.. what a week... I'll start from Monday.. We had all of our classes.. getting ready for TAKS.. ughh.. Then Tuesday thru Friday we had TAKS..ughh.. boring..but Deffinatly glad that it's over.. =)) Thats always a plus.. Then Friday at school one of my BEST friends moved.. like it was his last day and i started bawling my eyes out! I thought he was gone then at the movies I saw him! I was soo happy! I love himm! We saw Take the Lead..  it was good.. but I have had soo much going wrong.. its horrible.. but it'll be okayy! haha! Well I just thought I would do a quick update!

I Love HIm!

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<33 Jenn!

it doesnt matter how many shooting
stars you've seen, or how many four
leaf clovers you've picked. it doesnt
matter how many pennies you throw
into the fountain, or how hard you
cross your fingers. they're worthless
because you know as well as you
should, that everything happens on its own

im not sure if you know,
but i do have feelings, too.

I'm no where near perfect --
i fall for boys too easily, in
vonulable to believing lies;;
i live by qutoes [&&] lycris
that explain my life;;i always
like guys that will never like me 
back--but i guess i am your typical
teenage girl--*

i know i cant do this
im just guna suck it up
cus when you love someone that much
all you can do is tell them you are happy
for them; even if your not. 

Sometimes..
no matter how long or how hard
you've loved someone.. they'll
never love you back. & no matter
how much it hurts..you'll have to
be okay with that...

**Edit**

This is the greatest guyy/best friend anyone could ever ask forrR! I love you soo much Taylor! You are deffinatly going to be very greatly missed! I love youuuuuuuu! =((

OMG ITS SUNDAY <3

Heyy Everyone! Well this weekend has been a blast and a much needed break! I know it was only two or three days but I needed it because ALL we have been doing everyday is stuff for TAKS... ughh what a drag... Im soo ready for it to be here and gone!! Well Friday night Jess and Sam went to Kels where me macie and kels were.. then we got ready adn went to the movies! We saw ATL and it was really good... It was Me, NaThAn, Macie, Jordan, Matt, Kels, Drake, Rach, Erickah, Jess, Sam and some more people.. it was really funn!  Then after the movie we went backk to Jess' house! That was really funn... I didnt go to bed until like 2 and everyone else was already in bed.. Then Sat we ahd prac and then after prac we all went to my house except for Macie and Sam they went to their own house.. and then we got ready adn went to the movies... Woah! Was it crazzy? like a zillion fights.. one cop even got hit! Itw as kinna sad actually then we came beack to my house.. and then we woke upthis morning and went to church! No more time!

Soo... In love

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<33 Jenn!

--Quotes--

You won't ever know how much I love you.
`Cause you won't give me a chance to show you. <3

Charlie Brown: I think I'm afraid to be happy.
Lucy: How can you be afraid to be happy?
Charlie Brown: Because whenever you get too happy, something bad always happens

cause i am barely breathing
and i cant find the air.
i dont know who im kidding
imagining you care.

i watch my friends. all their dreams coming true.
&& i sit here and wonder.. will i ever have you?

       && SHE'S BEAUTIFUL INSIDE AND OUT

Heyy Everyone! Wow! I think it'  time for a new update! How bout everyone else? haha.. there is no spare time in my life.. or maybe there is I just dont wanna waste it on xanga... ya knoww? Well thats enough of that.. let me get to the "interesting" stuff...haha..yeah right!What has everyone been up too? Probabaly about the same as me if you are still in school.. Yeah thats right.. my WhOlE life basically revolves around school.. atleast for now anyway.. but when TAKS is over.. I really dont care!! =)) Anywho.. this past weekend was funn I guess you could say, but it could have been a LOT funner=((.. Friday I rode home with Kels and Rach came over at about 4 then we got ready and went to the movies... We watched..umm can't really remember...ohh yeah.. Failure to Launch... it was a pretty good movie.. for all those who actually watch the moviee! haha.. Then after the movie we all just sat outside and did the usual.. talked to all of our friends...Then we left the movie and went backk to Kels' ((it was just me and her))... Then Saturday.. we woke up and went to Softball prac...wow.. quiet interesting... I must say.. we deffinatly need some practice..We will get better slowly but surely!! =)) Umm.. then after practice Me, Kels, ERickah, Sam, and Jess all went to the mall in our practice clothes.. Im glad i didnt see anyone because woah buddy...!!We got our pictures taken in the "Big" chair! hehe! They were very cutee! =)) THen we left the mall and went to Kels' and we were locked out of her house until her parents got home... and ALL of us still had to take showers.. but we did it.. and mine was FrEeZiNgG! then we got ready and went to the movies again.. It was an okay night.. we saw Stay Alive.. and for those who HAVNT seen it.. It isnt worth watching.. or I didnt like it.. Then after the movie.. Me Rach Kels Macie Sam and Jess all stayed at Kels'! Then Sunday we woke up and all got ready to go to the funn parkk! Rach left thoughh =(( It was sooooo much funn! We rode the go karts and I drove me and macie everytime and we were being "reckless" haha! it was funn though.. and about the second time we rode them... Jess had an accident..She peed in her britches!!haha! Im sryy Jess I had to say it! I love you! haha.. Then after the fun park we all went to our own houses... Then for the remainder of the night I just sat at home and did pretty much nothing.. Monday-Thursday I had school.. not to many things I can say about that one.. Wait.. There is one good thing.. it is ALMOST overrrrr! whoo hooo! We get leave that hell hole that we all call TMS! haha! Well I guess this post is getting pretty lonng but I had to fill everyone in on my life!! But leave me lots and lots of comments!! I Love Himm! ((he knows)) 

<33 Jenn

                                        --Quotes--

Please look me in the eyes & tell me that [[ you love me ]]
cause i need to hear that lie --» one more time

Accepting Someone For Who They Are
May Be Hard.
But Judging Them Before You know Them
Is The Biggest Mistake Yet

i hate how we don't talk for weeks
but then all of a sudden you talk to
me again. && it is like as if
nothing happened .. &&  i slowly
start falling for you ... all over again

it's weird.. the way we always find ourselves
running back to the ones we used to love
for some reason, thinking that it might work
out differently the second time around

There is something I've been meaning to say
I can't stop thinking about you everyday
I have feelings for you I cant explain
I feel that I have fallen again
you're on my mind day and night
being with you feels so right...

Heyy Everyone! I havnt updated in a while... I dont have much time! Soo i will just put a few pics on here and do a REAL update tomorrow nightt! Love You Alll!!

<33 Jenn!

These two girls are the best! Macie and Kels! I Love You!! BFFE

LoL! Krazzii Gal! I Love Her Though! ((Erickah))

This is Taylor! I Love Him! He's the best!

This is Me on the way back from tennis! hah

Look at this KrAzZiI gangster! haha! I Love Her!

Woahh! I Love Her! =))

Well this is all for now! Leave Me Lots of Comments! I Love Youu!

I guess somewhere in my heart I'll always love him,
he carved out this piece of me that I'll never get back
& even if I could it wouldn't matter because he's torn
it to shreads, so now there's this hole that only he can fill.
The thing is, I know he'll never fill it, because now he's off
with some other girl & he forgot his way back into my heart

Fine - I admit it. You're the guy I can't stop thinking about,
the guy who makes me wanna scream,
the one who can make my day in a million ways,
the one I write my love quotes about, the one i can't stop thinking about,
in case you're wondering yeah- - that guy is you

And even though I remind myself that we'll probably
never be together, I still won't let myself fall for anyone else

Men Are Like..
-LAXATiVES; they irritate the crap out of you.
-BANANAS; the older they get, the less firm they are.
-WEATHER; nothing can be done to change them.
-BLENDERS; you need one, but you're not quite sure why.
-CH0C0. BARS; sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips.
-C0MMERCiALS; you can't believe a word they say.
-DEPARTMENT ST0RES; their clothes are always 1/2 off.
-G0VERN. B0NDS; they take so long to mature.
-MASCARA; they usually run at the first sign of emotion.
-P0PC0RN; they satisfy you, but only for a little while.
-SN0WST0RMS; you never know when they're coming, how many
inches you'll get, or how long it will last.
-LAVA LAMPS; fun to look at, but not very bright.
-PARKiNG SP0TS; all the good ones are taken, the rest are handicapped

Nothing is forever, forever is a lie,
all we have is the time from hello to goodbye
you do what you gotta do, know what you know,
hang on until you can't anymore, & then learn to let go

when u get [[- C A U G H T -]] starin` at
him.. remember he was lookin` back

Heyy Everyone! Not much has been going onn lately.. School...homework.. you know the same ole same ole.. I havnt really done much of anything.. Me and Macie went to her Dad's last weekend.. it was funn! hehe.. My 14 Birthday was February 16..=)) Umm.. think think.. Last night Me Macie and Alie all went to the movies.. people were there.. We saw Eight Below.. it was sooo good!! And then we all went backk to Alies.. we STARTED watching In Her Shoes.. but then we fell asleep... Today we all have been kinda lazy.. nothin has been done! It's has been funn though! We have had some crazzy times!! Haha Alie..! Macie ILU soo much! Umm.. now I am just sitting here wasting time! I am really tired and soo I am about to go! Leave Me Lots of Comments!

<33 Jenn!